Back up

I've always prided myself with a back-up plan in store
That night, I move in without one.
Hence, I got slaughtered so bad that I couldn't even cry
But I need to move on right?
And I thought I did.

Yesterday I was caught off guard once again.
When things is to go well
It probably won't last.
It tricks you into thinking you're in a comfort zone
But it ain't that way,
How I wish..
But yeah, I got wounded again.
Not as bad
But it feels too..

Who's gonna back me up when I don't have a back up plan?