My Beautiful dream

A little alcohol sure helps.
I guess I was too tired.
It began as the day itself.
Terrible.
I's so used to having nightmares
Or having those pointless dreams that I couldn't remember.

It was 4.
I heard knocks on my door.
Or was it just my bed?
But then came a second time.
I hardly wanted to pull myself up.
Fine, the third time I would open the door.
Blur as it may seems,
I thought I saw 2 leg shadow.

Then it began.
Everyone was there.
We were crossing roads.
I wanted to shield you from the cars.
Then, I felt that little hands of yours.
I look at you in the eyes.
You were smiling.
My heart was melting.

We walked along.
Along the path.
I can't find the others.
Or was I just too focus?
Sad as it may seems,
I knew it was a dream in my dream.
I struggle not to have myself wake up.
Who would want to end such a beautiful dream?
Not me.

But when the dreamy clouds end.
I can still have my perfectly happier day than yesterday.
The hardest thing of all,
I would say that I couldn't have the chance.
The chance to tell her my beautiful dream.
Or maybe the chance to get this dream working.

Is that the sign?
Was it the sign I was always hoping for?
Why do I always ask question that no one is capable of answering?
I tried having the same dream that night.
How good it can be to be able to manipulate my dreams.
I don't fear dreams.