hojun

Just realize that I can be called many names.
From my original name,
Chinese name,
hojun,
Jun,
or even the seldom used child name that I was given.


Seemingly how different each names have different memories of its own.
My official name just sound so official
I used it on forms or maybe any other things which needs to be official
Interesting enough is my sister usually call me by this name.
Just like I would call her by hers.
Funny how things just works out.

My Chinese name is kinda special.
Special as in almost everyone writes it wrongly by assuming
Till they realize that's not my name
But I kinda like my name for it being apart from the normal.
Usually teachers call me by this name though.

My child name just reminds me where I'm from
Those were the days
It was wonderful how we used to play together everyone.
I guess its a progress we must make when we grow older.
Its not that we are more apart,
Just that the feelings were more deep inside I guess.

I always wonder why no one calls me Hojun when I'm in college or Uni
that I guess is the name I like to be called most,
or maybe its those guys that call me by that name made it more likable
This name has a long history though.
Its funny how every Ipoh friend I know call me by this name
Some of those long time didn't talk friends would come by and say hi calling me by this name
I would thought how did they know me by that name?

Truthfully, those that call me by this name feels more closer.
I wonder any of you have this kind of feeling?
Or maybe you would just shrug by and react as if you were being called regardless of what being called?
No idea why though, if you wanna be closer, I guess you'll have to start calling me Hojun.
That's a joke really, but it does help.