Selfish

Human are selfish in nature right?
Please before any of you judge me,
I'm not saying I'm not any more selfish than you are,
Just that I choose not to boast how selfish I am.
At least unless that's what you aren't planning to do.
Let's be frank with ourselves,
Who are you trying to cajole into believing that what you want is just some attention?
I CRAVED for attention too.
Please just at least be honest.

I wonder why everyone in this world thinks that he practically suffer more than the others?
That's why I hate when some people don't know how to act like people.
You expect sympathy from someone,
Yet when they give you shit you start to whine?
The world isn't as simple as you see it.
It's far more simple.
In life, you just have to suck it up.

That's why I always have the impression that it is some sort of blessing for me to study outside.
Because I've at least learn how to be a better person.
Those childish thoughts are not going to get us anywhere.
Well, let's just say you guys are far too comfortable here.
Don't bullshit me with those saying that you have the hardest module.
Do I care?
At least you haven't been thrown straight into something for you to fend for yourself.
And you say you envy us for having the better chance.
You think we do not have to work for it right?
See, I'm just becoming you and saying how my life sucks more than you.

I always wonder too why no one understands me.
Until one day when it dawn upon me
Why do others need to understand me?
I mean what makes you think that you are so important that other people needs to understand you?
That is something I've learn during my spare time outside.
Maybe you guys are too busy with your modules or just too naive.
Pick one.
Seems to me that you just want to listen to something you like
Or maybe just agree on what you think.
Maybe you just want to hear "I understand you"

Sometimes people take things as granted.
Ok, So I've achieved this and these,
Hmm, What's my reward?
Wait, I'm not happy with this. Other people offer me better things
What are you trying to prove anyway?
Why should anyone give you anything if they don't think you deserve it?
I guess you expect too much.
Don't worry, WE tend to expect too much.
I grew up, I hope you can.
Not that I expect you to, that's something you should expect from yourself.
I hope you see this post.
Screw our friendship,
I don't care if I'm just telling the truth.