Life here

I've settled in quite ok here.
Just taking it slowly, one at a time.
In fact, I'm surprised I've settled in so fast here.
It's just like a change of environment..
Easier than I thought.
Looks like I worried too much before coming.

Seems like my family miss me very much.
I know, I can feel it.
Well, I miss them too, just not as much as they miss me.
I can hear from their voices.
But I hope they can understand that they must face this feeling.
The bond isn't like friendship, it last forever.
I can't move on from their lives,
But I hope that they don't torture themselves with the fact that I won't be there for this period.
I want them to be happy too.
Please, be strong.
Tears have been shed,
But I won't cry,
I don't want you all to cry.

Been able to meet so great friends over here.
Keeping me occupied and not so lonely here
Yes I do miss my old friends but yeah,
We have to move one.
I'm content that they still think of me once in a while
Although I know that we won't have much in common in the coming months
We won't be talking about the same person or something that happened.
Alas, that's life, we move on..

It's like a hotel where I live now.
It's just a walkway, and 6 doors.
The only common area is the kitchen
And only when you have the need,
You leave the room.
That's possibly why I can't really interact much with my flatmates.
It's just Hi and Bye.
A random smile.
I don't even know all their names.

Dinner is the only time where we can have fun.
Well, maybe weekend dinners.
Since we are all busy,
It's just cook, eat and run on the other days.
But its fun just to see us cook,
We weren't good but not awful too.
We have so many of us around that it is just fun to watch someone even try to cook.
But that's just awesome.

Have you ever had the deja vu feeling?
It's like your dream came true?
Well, I've been getting that a lot when I first came here.
It's like it happened before in my dream
If a dream ever come true.
I've had a beautiful dream.
If it really means anything.

Overall I still like the live here.
Seriously, I'm not trying to comfort anyone.